God is in control.  He has been teaching me this lesson over and over and over again.  Last semester I think He was teaching about how He is love and a Father and that was fun to learn.  Learning that He is in control is not so fun sometimes.  To be honest, life in Swaziland is tough sometimes.  It's not always "Yay, I'm a missionary and I love everything!"  I miss home and my internship at the hospital seeing another baby or child die everyweek is draining.  Through this though I'm learning that God is in control.  He knows the plan, He knows He was sending me to Swazi, He knows the hardships I would face, and He knows what I need.  He is in control and I am not.  Since I'm not in control though that also means that none of it is my problem.  I don't need to worry about what the solution needs to be because He already has the plan.

Thanks for all the prayers.  Miss you all and I'll see you in about 2 months.