This is my new motto:

"Close My Eyes and Blindly Follow"  Why?  Because this is what the Lord is teaching me.  It is not for me to understand, for me to analyze, for me to discover, nothing of that kind, it is for me to
FOLLOW.  Many times my personality jumps out ahead of me and I feel as though I must/need/want desperately to understand and know all things, especially when it comes to things happening in my own life.  But it is not time for that.  It is time for me to stand on my faith and belief that God has my life in His hands and He knows what He is doing. 
With that said...I'm closing my eyes, taking God's hand and letting Him lead me where ever He wants. Like a little girl trusts her own Father, I will trust my heavenly Father.

Where does He want me to go? 
AFRICA!  

Do I want to go? 
YES!

Am I extremely excited to be able to serve my God there? 
YES!

Am I still a little weary about it? 
YES!

Do I still trust my God? 
YES!

I know I worry to much but God has called, touched, and annoited me to go so I will not falter, I will go.